a case of "the in-betweens"

I want to feel this light and airy, this natural and beautiful, this crisp and well defined, this ALIVE in the breeze.

We are still in-between seasons here: in between winter and spring 

I am feeling a strong urge for "definition".  

The in-betweens have always been a source of struggle for me and yet, they have always been a very fruitful time for growth.  

I do love, receive and honor growth...